Update...

I thought Id update ya'll.

I had been on birth control pills since Jan 20. I took them for 3 weeks. I started spotting on Feb 6 and my nurse said to keep taking the pills so I did. The flow picked up and on Feb 10 it was day 1. I went today for my day 3 scan and the darn cyst was still there. It was about 28mm big and the lining was thin, so this was indeed my period. My nurse doesnt know what the dr will say-as he is out of town until Tue. I am praying that maybe, just maybe he will say no birth control and that things are okay. BUT I also know that the birth control is the best for the cyst for it to go away. A good friend of mine also suggested that I put castor oil on a rag and place it on my stomach along w/ a heating pad and that will help w/ the cyst and shrinking it. So I will try just about anything now... lol.


As for our future, I just need to place all my trust in God. It seems hard for me, as we get further and further to the "end" but I need to keep my faith in God and His plans for our life.

I know a lot of you are wondering "why doesnt she just give up and move on already?" Well, for those of you wondering why-its bc I cant. I have tried. SOMETHING-idk what yet-keeps pulling me back to this last and final IUI. I feel in my heart, and in my soul that this is the one that is going to give us our miracle(s). God WILL bless us through this journey. There is a reason we are on this long and enduring road. There is a reason I have this cyst, and cant move on. Limbo is Gods way of saying "be patient, trust in me, have faith and lean on me in times of need".

So.. in our time of need, we are leaning on God. We are keeping in prayer and focus on Gods plans for our lives. ....

Please keep praying for us, for Gods will and for me to understand what to do in this time.

We do still plan on doing the foster care classes when they start, probably in April, and we are getting things ready in the meantime. We are very excited to be starting that as well.