On this date in 2010....

(wow, 3 posts in one night-shocker)

On facebook, I have noticed a thing called "On this date in 2010".

On this date in 2010....

I was one of the happiest gals in the whole world!

I was preparing my body (and my mind) for the best thing that was ever supposed to happen to Travis & I.

I was getting ready to have 3 perfect embryos put into what people call a "forever home".

I was so scared, nervous, excited and ready. I was ready to become a mom. To have a little person NEED me, want me and love me unconditionally.

I was preparing my home to be clean and tidy so I didn't do anything to hurt those precious embryos and hurt the chances of it not working.

On this date in 2010....

I did not realize that the month after was going to be the hardest of my life.....

that my heart was going to be shattered in a million pieces.

I did not know that God had other plans for our babies, and our lives...... and that we'd be moving on towards adoption.

I didn't know that I would fall more in love w/ my husband and w/ God then ever in my life. That I would draw near to HIM in my time of need.

So when I read the things titled "On this day in 2010" on my facebook, Yes, I get sad, but I know that on THAT date, at that time, that was what God had in store for me.